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 I have been doing some thinking, like I always do. And a lot of life consists of reminding yourself of your own roots, on why you started some things at the first place. This not only brings clarity on what you are supposed to be doing but also brings back the motivation you may have had lost in the way. Here are a few things I considered while leaving my job. It's time to relook at them while making my decisions. 1. Is this going to matter to me in 5 years? Anything or anyone who would not matter to me when I turn 35, does not belong to my life. It may mean fair-weather friends. It may mean meaningless job opportunities. It may mean that pancake you want to have or that drink you want to avoid. I want to be asking myself - Is this going to matter to me in 5 years? If the answer is no, then I pass the offer. If the answer is yes, I go ahead. For instance, going home at this time of my life is crucial. Practicing my healing services on Dad by hook or by crook is crucial. He needs t

  I recently came across this term called “hot and cold manifestation” which is basically inconsistent manifestation. Something that’s about to happen serendipitously for you because you asked for it but then it fades away as soon and ends up not happening for you. If you follow my blog, you’d remember the post I had written a few weeks back on the same – the corporate talk show manifesting and then getting cancelled in the last minute, and my fluctuating energies around the same. And then many people keep complaining how they use affirmations in the morning or in the evening but they are not working for them. Here are some reasons why your manifestations or affirmations aren’t working for you. ·        LACK OF BELIEF People ask me whether to write their affirmations or say it out aloud, whether to write it on bay leaf or look in the mirror and say it. They ask me how many times should they say it.   Here’s the answer: it doesn’t matter. This is not a chemical formula that wi

There is a dichotomy I face regarding money. There's an intellectual/logical awareness about it and there is some inner emotions to be worked upon. This blog is an attempt to get the inner work done. Yes, writing works like that in healing too. Let's get started. The Intellectual / Logical Awareness- I had a conversation recently with a senior from another B-school and a pretty established FMCG company in India, who too had left her job in 2020. She told me a few things about money as follows- - People are going to tell you don't care about the money. But money is still important for living. I earn by conducting yoga workshops and DMT ( Dance Movement Therapy) workshops. It's not as much as I used to before. But it's still pretty good. And I have a rented apartment and everything. So, don't neglect money altogether. You'd need it. Her story was inspiring. It was also something I knew already. When I had told my coach back in 2019 that I never have money prob

I cannot plan for my birthday without thinking of you. Yours would come just two days before mine. And I can only be grateful that on your last year, the three of us childhood friends could finally celebrate each other's birthdays and exchange our gifts - something we had planned every year of our childhood years but which never came owing to the summer vacations. I can only be grateful that on your last year, you spent so much time with me- something we had missed for many years before that owing to the locations, as well as our own differences. I can't believe we didn't talk over some simple exchange of judgements towards each other. If we were alive, you'd probably in the room next to mine, with Aunty, planning a road trip to either Coorg or Kochi, or discussing a business plan with that sitting amount in your savings account. Or maybe just spending my money on food. :-D You know I don't interact with your ex-girlfriends anymore. They caused you a lot of pain. An

[Learning the 5 elements of Intimacy is part of the course of The Foundation by Access Consciousness defined by Gary Douglas and Dain Heer. This article contains the writer's own thoughts, experiments and explanation of the same merged with the laws of manifestation and attraction. The writer took The Foundation class in December 2021. If you wish to take the course, find more about it here .] Why are so many people in unhappy relationships? And then why are so many people dating one person after another and never find the one person they are looking for? In this blog post, we are going to talk about all of this in detail. It was long due but better late than never. First and foremost, make a choice- do you truly want a romantic relationship or not? In 2020, I had a realization that I was always this woman who was in a loyal committed long-distance relationship. I made a choice to not choose one for a change. I made a decision to figure out who I am when I am not with someone else.

 I woke up today without the burden of the past. When I opened my eyes, I suddenly felt amazingly light. I absorbed the bed I was in and the room. No lingering thoughts in my head and a lot of messages and notifications in my phone. Before reading them I thought of only one thing - Who am I today? And what grand and glorious adventure am I going to have today? I love it when I wake up like this. I also acknowledge that I put a lot of efforts on doing the inner work the previous night just before sleeping so that the next day is better. I have nothing on my calendar so I just decided to visit a place some 20mins far from where I am. I want to post the testimonial I received in the morning. This is for my rainy days in the future, to remember that on a certain day I was brave enough to conduct a workshop on interpreting visions and dreams and helped a client achieve so much more, do her inner child healing and come out of her body-image issues. The font is too light for my eyes and I hav

 I am a public private person. It means although I am sharing so much on social media and gatherings, I still manage to retain my privacy on things I want to. A friend of mine who probably knows me the best amongst all my friends said to me on how even when he knows so much about me, he just knows only 20% of me. You are mysterious that way, he says. Another friend had said that although I keep in touch and we hang out he hardly knows what's going on in my life. Nobody actually does. I am comfortable with this style of living. I always have been.  Until I found out the term- Comfortable Distance last year in December during my Foundation classes. "Are you using Comfortable Distance to limit you?" was the question, I look back at my life and wonder. I wasn't always like this. I had my best friends and boy friends who knew everything about me and somehow those things didn't work out. I ended up becoming more mature, setting boundaries, releasing the need to have bes