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When I stepped out of my cocoon last year, I wanted to create a beautiful life... for myself and for other people like me - smart, intelligent, but unhappy, unfulfilled, unsatisfied, their potentials never tapped into, their hearts smashed every time they typed on their laptops and looked at the clock. Time passes by for them and nothing happens. Or everything happens but just by the clock. Money buys them expensive shoes but where was the time to step out? Every conversation was a game of poker where you bet or you call but you can never fold. It's been a year now. I fear I may have failed. I didn't create the world I promised myself and my invisible readers. What am I doing? My life only got worse. There were places to go to but where were the expensive shoes? Fear, trapped me in an invisible cage I carried with me everywhere I went. My neck strangled by a stranger's hands of expectations. How could I stand up to his expectations when I can't even stand up to my own? ...

  I recently came across this term called “hot and cold manifestation” which is basically inconsistent manifestation. Something that’s about to happen serendipitously for you because you asked for it but then it fades away as soon and ends up not happening for you. If you follow my blog, you’d remember the post I had written a few weeks back on the same – the corporate talk show manifesting and then getting cancelled in the last minute, and my fluctuating energies around the same. And then many people keep complaining how they use affirmations in the morning or in the evening but they are not working for them. Here are some reasons why your manifestations or affirmations aren’t working for you. ·        LACK OF BELIEF People ask me whether to write their affirmations or say it out aloud, whether to write it on bay leaf or look in the mirror and say it. They ask me how many times should they say it.   Here’s the answer: it doesn’t matter....

[Learning the 5 elements of Intimacy is part of the course of The Foundation by Access Consciousness defined by Gary Douglas and Dain Heer. This article contains the writer's own thoughts, experiments and explanation of the same merged with the laws of manifestation and attraction. The writer took The Foundation class in December 2021. If you wish to take the course, find more about it here .] Why are so many people in unhappy relationships? And then why are so many people dating one person after another and never find the one person they are looking for? In this blog post, we are going to talk about all of this in detail. It was long due but better late than never. First and foremost, make a choice- do you truly want a romantic relationship or not? In 2020, I had a realization that I was always this woman who was in a loyal committed long-distance relationship. I made a choice to not choose one for a change. I made a decision to figure out who I am when I am not with someone else....