Feed my soul,
Cover my skin,
Save me from the grave I dug for myself.
The dark deep pit,
It's labyrinthine corridors,
My own serpentine silhouette,
Slithers around my neck.
I crave for a single breath.
Air, please.
Feed my body,
Its desires are strange.
Feed my soul
And cover my skin.
Dirt, everywhere.
Is thy soul too stale?
Mercy, please.
Save me from the wounds
Of falling from paradise.
Cover my naked skin.
Save me from the grave
In the pits of inferno,
The grave I dug for myself.
When I stepped out of my cocoon last year, I wanted to create a beautiful life... for myself and for other people like me - smart, intelligent, but unhappy, unfulfilled, unsatisfied, their potentials never tapped into, their hearts smashed every time they typed on their laptops and looked at the clock. Time passes by for them and nothing happens. Or everything happens but just by the clock. Money buys them expensive shoes but where was the time to step out? Every conversation was a game of poker where you bet or you call but you can never fold. It's been a year now. I fear I may have failed. I didn't create the world I promised myself and my invisible readers. What am I doing? My life only got worse. There were places to go to but where were the expensive shoes? Fear, trapped me in an invisible cage I carried with me everywhere I went. My neck strangled by a stranger's hands of expectations. How could I stand up to his expectations when I can't even stand up to my own? ...
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